I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me...

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me...can't I? Then why do I feel like it's absolutely impossible to do everything at this moment? I know...I know who it is trying to get me to feel this frustration and doubt...and I'm trying my hardest not to let him win. It is so unforgivably hard right now. I keep questioning my future, my intentions, my abilities, and my strengths. The devil is highlighting my weaknesses and putting them on a pedestal for me to look at constantly and it is really getting me down in the dumps. I understand what I must do...easier said than done, though. I need to turn my face towards my strength and ask for his help, because without him how will I get anything done? My emotions are spun out, my stress levels are high, my brain is at full capacity and my memory is taking a vacation. Lord, help me! Because right now...I am so lost...I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like a failure and like I will never achieve the goals I have set for myself. There it is. I set for myself. I. Not God. Maybe this is God telling me that this is not what he has planned for me. I certainly need to pray about it. If not, then I will be going in circles. I will be without a purpose. Well, not without a purpose, because my purpose will always be there waiting for me to continue on, but I will not be following my purpose. *SIGH* I'm sorry for such a confusing post. I should have wrote this in my journal...but I felt the need to put it on my blog. I don't know why. I haven't even been posting for awhile. It's so hard to remember to post for me. Like I said...my memory is on vacation. And to think I was so excited for school to start...

Sorry.



Cheers,


Bree